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Where creativity, individuality, insanity, and reality combine.

Ramblings of a man who has grown up but still is silly and has massive ADHD.

And sometimes practices and preaches mindfulness.

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May is always hard for me, and it has been hitting me hard. People I love don't receive me the way I want them to because of my actions in the past. I acknowledge it and I talk about the complicated relationship I have had with people, especially women. It 's because of my insecure and anger and I have to deal with it so I talk about that along with other stuff that's heavy.

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